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[10 Mar 2003|05:09pm] |
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So I met this girl that Krista knows. She's cool I guess. But i don't want to get with anyone....besides, I think she is a dater. I told Krista to just let me be on the love life for awhile.
Work sucks. We have a new manager. He is an asshole who thinks he owns the place. Today I went to take a break and he stopped me and said "How many breaks have you had?" "One..." I say. "Really?" He asks suspiciously "YES." I said. He's been doing little things like that since he started. It really gets me.
Nothing else is new in life. I think the status ofme possibly moving to Oregon is declining. So I probably wont be going.
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| Valetine, my valentine. |
[20 Feb 2003|11:33pm] |
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This Valentine's Day I didn't have someone "special" to be with. So I was feeling a little depressed. But then Krysta called and we decided to hang out together. We went to Sizzler and then went to my (and) place and atte valentine candy and popcorn and watched movies. It turned out to be a better day than I had thought. Krysta also said she has some girl she wants me to meet. I haven't really been out on the dating scene lately. After Jason I just stopped. We were pretty serious, and I was really sad for a while when it was over. Now I dont care too much to jump back in the game anytime soon. But I guess I could just meet Krysta's "friend." It will probably be this weekend. I dont have to work so it is party time!! How was everyone elses Valentine's day?
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| Popping in again. |
[13 Jan 2003|06:37am] |
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I used to think I needed to stay up with this LJ thing. When I first got started I would feel bad when I neglected it. But the more I thought, the more I realized it was my journal. After all, not everyone writes in their journal EVERY night. Most of the time nothing interesting happens to me so I have nothing to say. Then other times I just don't feel like updating. So, I don't really feel bad anymore. I just update when i want to, which is the way it should be. Anyway..hello to those out there in LJ land.
Here is a little up date on my life since May.
I wasn't really excited about my birthday last year. But Jason took me out to a picnic he had all set up. Then after that he took me to his place to grab my presents. Then my dad's place for me to open them in front of everyone. My family and friends had their own presents to give me. Then Jason took me to dinner. It was better than I had expected and he was so sweet.
Then the next month I wrecked my car (THE BUG!!!) Not only that, but it was my fault. Not paying attention when you are taking left hand turns does not pay off. So now I am kind of sort of looking for a new one. Now I have a stupid Geo.
Then about two months later (August) me and Jason broke up. That's right.
Christmas was fine but boring. Parties with Liea and Sara and a bunch of people on New Year's.
So now I am caught up on all the big stuff lately. Oh wait! I have a new job as well. I am a hostess at Denny's. And I might be moving to Oregon soon.
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| YAY! |
[11 May 2002|04:25pm] |
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Sorry for not being around! For those who care. I bought my self a computer. Gateway. It's pretty good (from what I know of them.) And I just got internet. Well, free AOL. I figure you can't go wrong with free, huh? So here I am again!
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[17 Jan 2002|04:45pm] |
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No one in online again. I really need to get on at better times, I guess. When there's actually someone to talk to.
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[17 Jan 2002|01:47pm] |
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Nickelback-Too bad |
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No one in online again. I really need to get on at better times, I guess. When there's actually someone to talk to.
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| So many tests! |
[08 Jan 2002|11:32am] |
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I didn't have to work today. That's weird. I hardly never have Tuesdays off. So I spent some time catching up on friend's LJ's. And there are so many tests! Some of them look kind of fun, so I took some and filled up space.
You are Sailor Moon! You can feel a bit overwhelmed by your duties at times, but don't fear! This is what
you were cut out for!
You're a sensitive, caring person and a loyal, loving friend.
You fight with the power of the
moon!
Take the Which Sailor Are
You? Quiz!
...created by Kenzie.
My Spirit Animal is the Elk!
Cycle of Power: Autumn
Aspects:Strength and Nobility
Click here
to discover your spirit animal!
This test made by Celtic_Shamanes
<td> You
are passive and unobtrusive most of the time, but when you do wake up to
reality you've got quite a bit to say. Even if it's pure nonsense. You may be
cute, but that doesn't prevent you from being quite a twerp. </td>
I am done for now. FOR NOW. *wink*
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| Now you see me, now you don't. |
[26 Nov 2001|04:59pm] |
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Last time I was here LJ really sucked. I may start posting again and hopefully it isn't messed up the way it was.
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| The bum with wheels. |
[22 Sep 2001|01:26pm] |
It took alittle longer than two weeks, but now I have no job. I have been putting in applications ever since I decided to quit. No word on any yet. Not having a job is nice but kind of boring as well. It's mainly boring because all my friends have jobs, so there isn't anyone to really do anything with. Except Liea, she's looking like I am. We've done some stuff together, but one friend really isn't enough becuase you get tired of hanging with the same person all the time. It's hard to believe she's been back for almost 2 months.
I go tmy Bug fixed!!! Yipeee!! Me, Jerry, my dad, and Jason all got it done. Mostly it was Jerry and my dad, but me a Jason helped a little. *wink* Jason was mostly there for mral support and I was mostly there to keep an eye on them with my car. It took longer than we had thought it would, probably because we had never done it before. Jerry had only helped another guy before. But, now it runs perfectly. I am happy.
I got a background for this thing. I like it. I am thinking of joining a community or something. I just have no idea which one. Maybe I shouldn't. The one I am already in, I never post in it.
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| Confusion.. |
[03 Sep 2001|12:35am] |
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I quit my job. I gave my two weeks notice yesterday. It sucks. But, I don't know where I am going to get another one. Uuummm...I will figure it out.
I got the book that will help me, my dad, and Jerry figure out how to change engines for my bug. I have read a little about it, and Jerry knows a moderate amount on how to do it, so I am hoping it will be easy. We will start next weekend. I wonder how long it will take. Maybe Jason will come over and help/be with me. Hehe. I act like a Junoir high kid. We really aren't "going out" but it feels like it. We have had sex four times now. Whoo. Weird. After I said I wanted to get to know him and stuff. Well, I know him well now! Haha. All I need to know is he is great in bed. Joke. We always hang out and stuff, so I am getting to know him really well.
Speaking of Jason. Him and Liea met last Sunday. It went very well, I think. Liea likes him. But not in that way. Just thinks he is cool. And it wasn't very akward at all. It was actually fun. I am thinking that things are going to be fine. I hope so.
dr_bonez was telling me about him and his gf breaking up..
It's really weird, and hard to understand.....I just don't get it.
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| Background. |
[20 Aug 2001|12:05am] |
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Well, nitebrite apparently got her background to work. I am asking her right now how to do it, and she is finding the code. Now, I am on a search for a good background. I am not quite sure what I want.
Today was great! We went to Jason's house for a little while and watched The water boy. I had never seen it. We got hungry and went to Subway, and ate at the park and hung around there for awhile too. We swam in his pool for a long time. I am now sunburnt...ouch. And then we made out and other stuff in his room. It was nice because none of his roomates were home. Wow. That boy is soo hot, and he kisses so great. I almost wish we had sex. I want him! But...not yet.
I now have the code..off to search for a cool background.
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| Nevermind. |
[19 Aug 2001|01:41am] |
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Well, I got validated finally. So, I don't need to change my name.
I was talking to Jason on the phone just a min ago. It's so strange, now that I think of it. We used to not even be friends at all. I thought he was some cocky asshole for a long time. When we hung out we had to be a least three feet away from each other. I dn't even remembered why we started talking to each other. But he is so cute. black, spikey hair, bright green eyes, wonderful smile and great voice. We talked and talked. We also planned a day of fun tomorrow. Just me and him. I can't wait. But, I have to go to Sara's tomrrow at 8:00. I will be there untill about 12:00. So, we (me and Jason) will be doing stuff around 1:00. Man I really wish I had a car that ran!
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| Last night. |
[17 Aug 2001|05:44pm] |
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I invited Liea. It was fun. We took Lisa's car. An older Honda Civic. It was really crazy with Lisa, Sara, me, Liea, and (later) Crystal. Last post, I messed up on the sentence "We called Sara already she can't do anything untill..." I meant to say "We called Sara and she can't doanything untill she gets off work." Which was at 7:00. We actually didn't go untill 8:30. A whole bunch of girls trying to get themselves together to go out on the town. We went to Burger King first, and them to the mall for a little while. We were "picking up" guys. Actually, we were walking by and just flirting. I didn't do much of it. Mainly because I want Jason. He so deliciously wonderful. We aren't exclusive, we aren't even really "dating." We are basically just a little more than friends. But I want us to be a lot more. Anyway...we sat at a table in the food court drinking sodas for awhile, talking to guys and stuff. Lisa was hounding this one guy for so long. She just talked and talked and flirted and all that stuff. He was sitting at the table and she just was all over him. We all wanted to go. But, since she was our ride, we couldn't. So, we went around the mall looking at stores and things for awhile. Then the mall started closing, and Lisa finally decided we should go. Then we drove around for awhile and that got boring. Then we decided t go home. Not the most exciting night. But fun. I got home around 12:30.
Work today was not fun.
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| LJ? |
[16 Aug 2001|04:50pm] |
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LJ is messing up, I guess. I never got a confirmation email and whenever I try, I get errors or they just don't send it. I am getting as pissed as anything. Stupid shit. I am thinking I will have another one set up. Under the name bugliea2 or something. I don't know. Fuck.
We called Sara already she can't do anything untill I haven't decided who to invite yet. Liea or Jason. But I am thinking Liea. I will call up Jason and we can do something alone. *Sly grin*
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| New look. |
[16 Aug 2001|02:36pm] |
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YAY! I have new colors and stuff. Thanks to nitebrite. She helped a ton. I read through the FAQ and stuff and tried doing it on my own, but it didn't work right. So I asked her. And she walked me through it. :) Now it is more colorful and personalized.
Liea emailed me. She actually emailed me the day after she got back, but I never check my old email address. I/she's lucky I even got it this quickly. I usually only check it once or twice a month. I will have to give her my new one. She wants to gang out and do something. Hmm, maybe I will call her or something.
I don't know if I mentioned it, but my poor bug died. It died awhile ago, but no one seems to know what's wrong with it. My dad talked to his friend (Jerry) who had a bug for a long time. Jerry says it could be a lot of things. Many of them bad (meaning a new engine is needed.) He says he will check into it, but he has a engine he would give to me if I needed it. It needs some new hoses and a valve adjustment job or something, and something else...it has to do with fuel or oil. Damn, I can't remember. I am thinking maybe I should just not care what is wrong with my old engine and just get the new one in. But, what if my old engine is fine except one thing? What if it needs less than Jerry's? I will ask Matt the next time he is online, or something.
Lisa is here. We are thinking of calling Sara and some other people (hopefully Jason) and doing something. Fun. Should I call Liea and invite her? I am thinking about it. I want us to do something with other people. But, I am not quite sure if I want her and Jason to meet yet. It would be weird with the three of us. So, I either invite her, or Jason....
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| Uncreative and boring. |
[13 Aug 2001|12:02am] |
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I want to do something to this. This journal. It is plain. I had to ask nitebrite how to add the icon, and I asked her how to add a background but she is having problems with that herself. So, I am going to take a trip to the FAQ to see if they can help. I don't know. I am not too smart with this sort of thing. Liea called today. But I was out. I am slightly relieved as well as dissapointed.
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| Liea. |
[11 Aug 2001|02:50am] |
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My LJ username in bugliea, and so is my AIM name. Everyone asks where I came up with it. Bug= ecause I like bugs, Liea= my ex-girlfriend.
Liea. Where do I begin? 8th grade, I think. Liea have been friends since 6th grade. Liea knew she was bi even before I knew what that meant. I was very confused with myself because I looked at girls different ways than others did. I would always think "Wow, she is hot." And I knew that was not right. My mother always told me that. She was/is very anti-same sex relationships. Liea helped me to relize that's it's not some dark, evil thing. And we went out "experimantally" in 8th grade. I always said I was just bi-curious until 11th grade. I figured everyone knew curiousity doesn't last that long. Liea and I went out off and on during all that time. I had other girlfriends, too. But Liea was the first, and currently the last. Then she went to California for her senoir year. Now she is back. I am sure what will happen.
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| Uncomfortable things. |
[07 Aug 2001|12:53pm] |
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Yeah, yeah. So I don't update very often. I know I need to. So, now that I am doing it I have forgotten all that I wanted to say. Humn. Jason called me and we went out twice since I last wrote about him. Once with friends and once alone. We didn't exactly go on a "date." But we did go somewhere. That's a start. Oh, but Liea is back. *Enter complication* I haven't explained about Liea yet. But I will. Maybe next time. We haven't talked yet, but I know we will.
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| Jason |
[28 Jul 2001|11:37pm] |
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So today Jason and I seemed to be 'close'. At least, that's how Sara put it. It was sweet. He kept grabbing my hand and smiling, or whispering in my ear or just being extra nice. Then I think he was going to kiss me. We were in Sara's car and talking in the back seat. Waiting for her to come out of the Safeway. It got quiet and then he leaned closer to me...and Sara opened the door!! I wanted to shoot her. After that we were never alone again.
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| First |
[27 Jul 2001|02:21am] |
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Well, this is my first entry! I am just figuring this whole LiveJournal thing out. Not much has happened. And I am boring.
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